Its seems dat things have driven me insane...
1st the shock of my friend having a GF
and he told others not me T_T
Feel so rejected...
And later finding another having 1 too...
Felt so abandoned... Alone...
Kinda depressed... was missing someone too...
she wasn't there tho...
tried twice well no luck...
am i dat pathetic...
I feel so...
Am i the kind that has shitty relationships...
why did it turn out that way...
i didn't want it, it bit me.
Yet...
Somehow i still yearn fer it...
Its too much to stack up in a day...
Missing someone, lost of one, questioning of one...
Pain of remblemce of my past...
( Began drinking again...)
